I have so many things that I’ve been meaning to tell you, but until now, I just haven’t been able to find the time or the energy to do so. These past couple of weeks have been a whirlwind! So, I thought I’d sum everything up in a numbered-style post, the way bloggers communicate when we’re in a time crunch 
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1. I quit my job. The part-time job I started at the beginning of the school year, that is. When I got the opportunity to take a full-time nanny position, I took it, and left the other position behind, on good terms, of course. I still miss a lot of the kids that I worked with there!
2. I started my full-time nanny position last week — and it was nothing like I had expected. Let’s just say, I was in an environment that made me feel uncomfortable, and I felt like I needed to get out. I was sad to leave the kids, and feeling torn when it came to my decision, but ultimately, after three days, I decided that being someone’s “house manager” was not for me. I’m disappointed that it didn’t work out, but I know that there are better things ahead.
3. I stopped training for my half marathon. In the midst of all of this crazy job stuff, my shin splints have only been getting worse. It’s my fault, for not giving them enough time to heal in the first place. Now I need to take several weeks (or more) off. Kind of crazy, considering the half marathon is less than a month away. Since I already paid for my entry, I have a goal of completing it by walking. As long as I can stay above a 16 minute mile pace, I won’t get pulled off of the course. And maybe, with a few more weeks of rest, I’ll be able to run some of it! We’ll see.
4. I started substitute teaching again. When I quit my nanny job, I asked to be put back on the substitute teacher list, but I wasn’t expecting to start subbing so soon. The good news is, I taught in second grade yesterday, and I’m working today and tomorrow too! It’s exhausting work, but rewarding too.
And that’s pretty much where I’m at right now 
. The nice thing about substitute teaching is that I still get to work with kids and teach, but I can leave my work at the door (unlike full-time teachers), and because it’s so flexible, I can continue to pursue a career in writing. I think this is where I’m supposed to be right now .
And with that, I am off to get ready for the day. I’m teaching preschool today!
Do you have any life updates for me?
Good for you Emily! Life will throw all kinds of trials and tribulations your way, but as long as you can sit back at the end of the day and say that you feel content where you are, that’s ALL that matters
Very true. Thanks, Brittany
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I’m sorry to hear that your shins are still bothering you! That’s a very frustrating injury for sure. Keep up your good spirits, and don’t be too hard in yourself for not icing because they’re really hard to deal with!
That’s exciting about your new nanny job! I’m sure the kids absolutely love you!
I give you credit for realizing what wasn’t working and changing it. that is so hard and you really took care of yourself. sounds exciting though – i can’t wait to see what more you explore!
Like I said via commenting, I think taking the time off from the half is a really good idea. If they aren’t getting better-they won’t by continuing to run through them and why run when miserable you know?
I agree!
I’m so glad you have such a great attitude about everything! Sometimes it is hard to just go with the flow! I’m glad things are working out for you!
Thanks, Brittany!
It sounds like it might be a good thing to take some time off. Like I said, the last time I had shin splints I took 6 weeks off and just cross trained. Hopefully a few weeks off will be good for your shins. LIke you said- maybe you can run a bit during the race too. There were lots of walkers at the Indy Mini, and you still get to experience the fun and excitement. Plus- walking 13 miles is definitely an accomplishment!
Yeah, I know I should’ve taken off at least 4 weeks to begin with, and I haven’t even gone one week without running yet! I need the break.
How was your day in preschool?! It’s practically a zoo in our room each day-never a dull moment!
It was good, but yeah, it was a zoo
. Definitely kept me on my toes!
That does sound like a whirlwind! You have a great attitude and it’s so great that you had the courage to quit the nanny job instead of making yourself miserable
Huge congrats to you for following your heart and not staying in a position that made you feel uncomfortable. It must have taken a lot of strength and courage. I certainly hope you’re feeling a great amount of pride for yourself (or rather that you do once everything starts to calm down a bit).
I’m glad you’re getting to sub — and for such a fun age!! Are the kids nice or do they treat you differently because you’re a sub? I hope they don’t — my bets are on the fact that you’d be an excellent teacher to have, short-term or long-term!!
The kids try to push my buttons a little, but for the most part, they’re well-behaved! Thank you!
If I’ve learned anything in the last few months, it’s that we’re in control of our happiness! Make whatever changes you need to make in your life to be happier. It’s the most important thing, seriously. I’m glad you’re liking the subbing and feeling more centered.
Yes, that is so true! Thank you
love it. esp love when you take pics of classroom and instagram it. makes me wish I picked a job that didn’t involve sitting behind a desk. I’ll live vicariously through you.
Maybe someday you’ll have a job that doesn’t involve a desk
. I had one of those too, and I was always jealous of people who didn’t!
I hope you enjoyed preschool ! I teach preschool and love it!!
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